My heart is heavy with grief, but lightened by the knowledge that this is not the end. My grandmother was a courageous woman of God, and she led an incredible and gracious life to the very end. I miss her terribly.
"Those who walk uprightly enter into peace; they find rest as they lie in death." Isaiah 57:2
And so she did. And now she is not burdened by a sick body, by a mind that fades, but is greeting our Savior and King with great joy.
There are so many more things to say, but my heart is weary. I love you all.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Sunday, January 11, 2009
down, down, down
I remember a time when my life was shrouded in secrecy. When my thoughts and actions were hidden from everyone and every moment of life was a lie.
It is painful to think that I am one misstep from that. One bad decision, one moment of succumbing to temptation. And it is getting harder everyday to say no.
It is painful to think that I am one misstep from that. One bad decision, one moment of succumbing to temptation. And it is getting harder everyday to say no.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Over and over again
I thought the thing with surrender was that I would just do it, give it all over, and be done with it.
I'm finding out that it's not like that at all. I have to surrender it everyday. And sometimes I fear that it's not getting any easier.
I'm finding out that it's not like that at all. I have to surrender it everyday. And sometimes I fear that it's not getting any easier.
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